kisses to my loved ones

whoa!

2011-06-06T07:13:00.000-07:00

GOSH! its been long since i've post!! well , my last post was aroundd december if im not wrong. well, alot has happened since then.i thought i was in love and woke up to a nasty truth that i'm guessing i'm over with. life's really unpredictable. but if know how to play the game right you'll be able to just keep straight. right now its my june holidays !! im all packed with event and tiresome duties. baby sitting , movie dates, outings. i needa time table! hahahah, man i miss you bloggg! i feeel like i'm connected to my long lost buddy! it feeel good to pur out everything once in a while like this. sooooo, i guess im super freeee. with nothing to do. today i went to a tamil movie with my friends.its was lika sweeet onii!!! went with beroh & bestie. awesome time till it lasted cus we rushed off after lunch.BORED WITH NOTHING TO DO! :/ weeeellll, tml imma be off with daddy. gosh thats a party turn off! :( rulesrulesrules!! dont they wanna strangle themselves ?? :O i'll be writting real soon.

loves.

2010-12-17T08:10:00.000-08:00

thr's this thing happening to me.i'm in love.but my surroundin aint that supportive.i have no idea what to do.i lost myself to this guy and i really dint wna but aft a while i thought "hey,why not"it was hard to convince myself.aft a few dreadful relationships and crushes.and thr all my friends go "relationships at 14? er, what ever for? "god.awesome timing. i just wish they would understand me.

love

2010-12-15T08:44:00.001-08:00

i cant explain it.

love

its a beautiful word

love

he dont care how messy her hair gets in the wind

she dun care if he goofs off

they like each other

they take a while to admit

hands brush

cheeks blush

you smile to yourself

cus your thinking of him/her

time flies when your with him/her

you feel like its the best thing that ever hapened to you

and it is

love

i've realised something.

2010-11-30T04:19:00.001-08:00

going shoppping for me is a really hard thing.today i met hasina(life saver) for shopping.and i shop damn long.damn damn damn damn damn long.started at 11.30 ended at 5.30. -.- 6 hours!and we got 1 dress and 1 flats. its awesome.

sometimes i wish people care.

you've changed

2010-11-28T04:40:00.000-08:00

back then you used to be such innocent.its the people we mix with,my mom used to say while i always denied the fact.but now looking at you.i actually agree with it.the day you mixed with them its the day you've changed.i dunt blame you neither them.its nature.to learn others manners and actions.and even though you've been given a chance to change.you negleted it.i feel sorry for you.all i can say is you've changed.and i miss you.:)

dear bloggers ,your loved ones may not show their love for you but trust me they will always,no matter what love you.dun waste your life with those who dunt give a damn about you and go with those who really care and will cherish you.

y o u ' r e . f o r g o t t e n

2010-11-27T05:19:00.000-08:00

baby,its been long since i last viewed your profile,texted or called.you dint seem to care.no matter how hard i tried.what you needed was body.you got it.you left.you justt another one of those guys.well,now you dunt look any bit handsome to me than you were before.and i actually think your a jerk.soon those "girls/slutts" who come after you will soon realise that your just another piece of junk:)well,people make mistakes.no everyone makes mistakes.thats just what hapened to me.and i aint gna be hard on me cus its life.:)friendship and studies are my most now.:)guys:goodbye for now.wait till imma 16 or 18?hahah,:)relationships are dumb at 13 but 14?i dunno.i'll tell you that next yr?haha.but baby,you aint all that :) goodnight dear blogedy blog:)

wondering

2010-11-26T06:43:00.000-08:00

holidays isnt going the way i wanted it to.my best friends are occupied.one has a boyfriend who's going overseas soon,so she needs to spend time with him.and the other one has a job.i feel so out.my other friend are just soo busy.well i guess thier reasons are thr but i just wanna go out .i thought of going AMK.i have a friend there.and she's always calling me over to slack..but i still feel so empty.something isntt right.there's this sudden anger sudden frustration in me.i aint that kinda kid.imma easy going,fun and dramatic girl.i go crazy.but its just janged now.i really wish to spend more time with my friends.i made plans to go running twice a week.but this week we dint.-.-u feel totally janged.

life

2010-11-24T08:09:00.000-08:00

emptiness.lonesome.hallow.

dumbstruck

2010-11-07T03:54:00.000-08:00

i am ignored.my wishes,desires,thoughts,feelings.i do have em know.i hope you give em respect.this is me.not you.you dont rule me.you totally ruined my mood.haiz.i feel pissed.i no mood to write.bye

finally

2010-10-16T08:05:00.000-07:00

monday;11th oct:ZAP.vivo,banquet.heart to hearts.splashes.
tuesday;12th oct:ZAP.movies,lunch,snacks and badminton.
wednesday;13th oct:(A)3.eighteen chef,cotton candy,4 busses(SICK!),dance with angela then met hasina.
thursday;14th oct:boring i guess cus i cant remember anything
friday:15.10.10:)lovess:)went to swensens for dessert buffet.chocolate cake,mashmallow,strawerry dipped in chocolate and white chocolate.in ice cream i planned to try new flavours so i too green tea,apple crumble and sinful mudpie.:)
saturday;16 oct:nothing!haha,just went prayers class and came home.

confused

2010-10-07T01:09:00.000-07:00

EXAM'S ARE OVER!!!awesome!awesome!awesome!today was my last two paper.home economics and literature.lit was okay but f&n was FUCKING hard manns.gosh!i left a 9 marks question blank and a 3 marks question blank and in lit i left a 3 marks question blank!:(gosh..anyways,tmrw no school:)most prolly meeting hasina or rotting at home.monday zap outing and tuesday i going meet some friend.:)
sorry for not blogging for 1 month plus.was really busy and tired and extremely lazy.:)sorry:)many hapened.and i am totally confused now.but i just wanna be happy.:)MAN I MISS BLOGGING!im so hungry!no food!i'm dieing!hahaha.i'm boreddddd.....buuuuuuuuuuep....bueeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep....

SICK!

2010-07-05T20:37:00.000-07:00

its 11.30.i did not go to school today as i am SICK...i feel terrible and horrible.my life sucks to the core like rotten eggs and shredded prawns.yesterday i found out that his words can make me self-conscious.i mean i dun know if i was being slutty or drunk in those pics cus i wasnt i was just hyper.and i dun know why you have to be sucha critic.i feel horrendous now.you bloody basturd.haiz...why la...why?i am bored and sad at home.i am tryna figure out y life but miserably i'm failing.have i changed alot since sec one?did i become more slutty and more bad?i hate self-consciousness....i need ta give it a tight 360...haiz...sometimes i wish could pour two balls at the guy who said this and the guy giving me hell.i wish everyone could just fuck off and get a life.a real one and not the ones you think is one.i rock and i know it.you suck and its obvious.i need to give up on life and be a bitch.anyone who's gna gve me hell i'm gna make sure you get a wedgie befor leaving my sight.i wish the worst for myself and i know i dun make sence cus i' soo medicated right now and i feel terrible but angry but sad...soo all fuck off:)peace out suckers:)

lonely:)

2010-06-29T04:02:00.001-07:00

ever since school started i feel this heavy burden inside of me.i feel as though its all too stress even though we pretty much haven start w lessons..my mom's giving me super stress.my throat hurts.i acting for aesthetic nights.i have yog's dance moves to remember..thinking about it makes me wanna feel as though i completlylost myself..its not me anymore.
i was close to you but now it seems like you dunt care
i was drifting with you but now we are much better
its like opposites day!
i feeel damn stressed lor!
haiz....i dunt know how long i'm gna be this way
keeping it alll to myself..i need someone to bear it with me.
i feel stressed....i suddenly feel so self-consiousto tell my problems to people..
my brother is extremely busy
and i feel more lonely
i dun feel the connection between my besties anymore
i just feel like i wanna be all alone
but at the same time be hyper
but cant bring myself to be
my bf doesnt even bother
so why do i even care soo much to be still going on
4 months of nothing
i given him soo many chances
hoping that if i become patient
maybe miracles might hapen
but noooooooo it isnt happening!
i feel so hopeless
duirng recess or in the morning when i go to meet my frens
i feel soo not in the conversation
i dunt know why
i used to be crazy about dancing
like i used o dance when i was happy...sad...angry...or bored
now?
i like to just think
just sit down in the far end of my bed and think about my suckish life
i cry amost every time i go to take a shower
how woonderful is dat?!
haiz
am having slight fever and a terrible sore throat
gtg
no mood liao
byeeee

bitch:)

2010-06-24T04:50:00.000-07:00

i dunt know if you're okay wit who you are right now.but i feel that you've changed a lot.you've mixed w bad people la..you used to be sweet and cute but mow you are showing me alot of attitude when i am just playing w you.you expect me to treasure you.i'm sorry!i will always treat you like i used to.just because now you got special attention doesnt mean i hafta change.its real shitty manz.!
out of no where they came
they are now more important then us?
you've got to be kidding manz!
i hate this shit!haiz....
you've become more slutty and more dumb:)
i wish i know you like i used to babe:)
now i feel way far away from you
if i dun wanna tell you stuff its your fault
if my mom doesnt want me to mix wit you
its not my fault:)
i' not mentioning names..i dun wanna
and if you know who this is...dun ask me to remove this post:)
cus i aint gonna:)
call me bitch
spread rumours
i aint gna be bothered cus i know i am a much better person then you..
i will try my frekkin best to love you!
MY BEST !
have a good life to all those idiots:)

dead blog

2010-06-22T07:00:00.000-07:00

sorry for not blogging for a very very very long time.i am really extremely sorry:)i have been very tire lately..okie in this holidays i have watched a-team and karate kid:)cheers!went movie w my fren den dropped by to pick pavi from the library and saw cat walked a bit and seperated.me and pavi walked to tiong,lunched went arcade saw thiaga.he looked shocked.like shocked.unexpectd i guess..:)den came home.was suer sad.talked to cat it needed to play soccer so i kept the phoneand cried my miseries out:(cried pretty long.i hate my life now adays la.relli i think i rather go to school then to stay at home all day long.its damn sickening.at least i get freedom when i go to school.very long since i did dance...very tied and bored now....soo check me in later:)

-.-

2010-06-16T07:57:00.000-07:00

sory for the damn long no posts
sorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrry
tuesday was my last post yea?
ok
i cant remember me till sat
during sat went prayers
sunday family day
woke up at 10
left home at 12 wit mommy
go kalang bowling centre
went indonesian buffet first
then go arcade play
then bowling
first game i won!!!
second game sajitha aunty won
mama and nisha aunty were damn funny
they were like cat and mouse
nisha:if i win u treat k?
mama:haha,u know th meaning for the word win a not
hahaha:]
den went to see taju's brother's baby
2nd baby
damn cute siol!!!!!!
haixxx.....
den go back sajitha home to camp
....
i lazy post le

sorry sorry sorry sorry:D

2010-06-08T05:56:00.000-07:00

i didnt post up till sat
ok
SATURDAY [birthday party]
woke up at 11
watched tv
ate breakfast
cleaned the house
went to bathe at 3.30
dressed while tved
left house at 6 30
met zara at tiong aroung 650
zara wanted to buy hair band
we bought then went to toilet
took mrt at 7plus
mrt
tiong bahru to outram
change from green line to purple
outram to farrer park
met pavi at 7.30
walked to kalsa
lucky pavi remembered the place
we went in
as usual tamilan timing nothing started yet
at 8 plus
the thing started
buffet
caked
went toilet
took the stair
had hot kals
not really hot
but cute
they sat on the stairs
we walked down cooly
went in the toilet
started giggling
and took deep breathes
wnt back up
the dance floor was dam epic!
FAILURE!!!
haha
they officially opened the dance floor
i thought they would boom and dance cus had loads of tamilians
but
-.-
soo we went 4 of us
me
pavi
sumitra
zara
we stood thr attempting
to groove
but again epic
so there wus a rameshwara dancer thr
a girl
so she came and danced wiv us wiv this laddee
soo we warmed a bit la
then left at 10plus
we waited for pavi's dad's car to pick us up
soo we sat at the stairs and camed
the cute guys came
:D
then pavi dad came
he dropped me at tiong
cus my mum needed to get stuff AT 11PM!!!
haha
-.-
so i met her there and we went to get cash
DATS IT!
went home
slept
SUNDAY [mama wedding]
woke up at 8am
went to bathe
ate breakfast
left home wit mum at 9
went tekka buy flowers
went hougang
aunty house
raining
so went giordano buy umbrella from hougang mall
then went to aunt house
ate pizza
make up lady came 1
den mom first
then aunt
den me
the fucking make up lady do my hair like shit
but still nice
left home at 3.30
went bukit batok cc
i was supossed to make the grand entrance w my uncle[groom]
but then my slipper tear so i got down from farook mama car ran to samsu uncle car
then i helped carry tattu
then damn pissing
i wore strapless bra
and it wus loose
it kept coming down
ans i wus wearing paavaadae thavaani
soo my back was exposed
and i kept pushing my bra back up
and my idduppu wus exposed which made my sooo uncomfortable!!!!
argh!
pavi told me
since taju
ameen
aziz coming wedding
confirm another guy will hook along
haha
fareed hooked along
damn kecho
:D
pavi and zara came at 8 plus
ok la
saw katherine auntie
surprised!!!:)
abu mama kept disturbing me haha!!
so damn funny
i couldnt stop laughing
haix
after wedding went to ponnu house
then home
MONDAY
woke up at 10
go ready by 11
went tiong buy 2 hairband one for me mummy one for me
went to hair salon
mom was doing hair
i gave her the hairband
went up
put bangles and make up
i was damn tired
at 12
took taxi
go ponnu veedu
met rafi mama under block
he and mom were planning
lunched at ponnu house
saji,granddad and gramma went first to take aarthi
mom and ponnu sis came in cab
me,mama,uncle,ponnu[nisha],and a aunty[dunno who sia!]came in uncle samsu car
reached block 1
at 3 plus
make milk all
drink
settle everything
talk to neighbours
our neighbour
aso aunty
she and my grandma
used to be best friends
when my grand mom past away
she cried:(
so then left to home
tution teacher came at 7.30
mom was sleeping once tution finished i woke my mum up even when the teacher said its ok
then he talked to her
blah blah blah blah blah
i was soo stressed i cried
me and my mom fought
i was soo angry
suddenly cat message
i was like
hmmm...sooo coincidential
then i got better:]
TODAY
mom left to work
i woke up at 10
went dwn buy ice milo and prata
came up eat
go bathe
den half day mom came back
she fought wimme again!
blah blah blah
i dun wanna tell
i dun wish people to know
yea.....soo cant wait till tmrw:D

sad day:)

2010-06-04T06:21:00.000-07:00

today woke at 8
mum didnt go work
she was telling me it was cold
then she said ok
then i went back to sleep
then at she woke me up saying she had fever and wanted to go clinic
i said at 10
at 10 she woke me up with her fone ringing
i went to the hall to pick it up for her
then i cried back to sleep
then 10.30
i forced myself to wake up
did stuffs
and went to the clinic w her
came up
took breakfast
she went to sleep
i was watching tv
at 4
left home to tbc
went to
pavi home
she left e nail polish at the shoe rack cus she hadta go out w her parents
i took it
went laundry sho
collected clothes
went to the altering shop
colleted things
came back home
rested
scienced
laptopping:)
tmrw is gna be major fuck event
:)ok
nothing much to post already
extremely bored!!!!

awsome day

2010-06-03T07:58:00.000-07:00

yesterday i felt miserable at night

YESTERDAY;

went pavi house

had a bestie's manicure and pedicure session

it wus fun

we alienated ourselfs together:)

haha:)

i had fun

then at night

BOOMBOOMBOOM

dun wanna talk about it

TODAY:

still upset bout yesterday

went to meet brother

i felt automaticly better

i guess i jus missed him alot

i had the time of my life

even when my stomach hurt alot

lucky no pms:)

fuck mensus

fuck mensus cramps

anyways

my entire life got brightened up

ididnt even feel like leaving

haiz

but i had ta go:)

haix

i cant wait to meet him again

i've got the best bro ever

i really mean it

i jus wish the best for him

things are hard for him too

i jus pity him

bad things hapen to good guys

ok he's not dat good but good to me

haha:)

since i am soo happy

i solved all my problems w an extra smily face:)

and do take this advice

read the quote i've posted today

and trust me it helps

nervous breakdown

2010-06-02T08:07:00.000-07:00

i am crying on my bed now
as silently as i can
so my mum wont freak
my bestie doesnt treat me as a bestie
my frens dun trust me
my love life is pathetic
and i haf no one to cry out to
i usually go to my besties
but they are the ones causing it
ok my mum doesnt gimme alot of freedom cus she loves me too much
and u guys get alot
its embarassing for me
DUH?
but...i a confused la
its jus why me?
how come
we're a group and whenever there's a problem 2 gang up on one
depressing isnti?
u say i dun share
fucking first do u?
and when i tell
u always COMMENT
which makes it uneasy for me
if u wanna confront me why not when i'm steady
and not when i'm figuring out a problem in tears?
jus cus u know u got a point
doesnt mean u can bitch me
dude!we're besties
maybe i hope once u read this post u will kinda clear up ur mind and understand
cus u accused me of not understanding
when u are the fucking bitch who doesnt understand that i am haivn a problem and u add another one
why cant u wait?
manners?
nah?
i should haf known:)

a day at home:]

2010-06-01T06:44:00.000-07:00

today woke up at around 10

did stuff

watched desperate housewifes while making breakfast

made toast and scrambled eggs and tea[w milk]

then watched tv till 11

then painted nails

then watched a little sonny with a chance episodes on youtube

then at around 12

went down buy food

bought ikan bilis fried rice

came home and eat while watching sonny with a chance

then at 3.30

went to bathe

at 4.30

left home to tbc

went to give pants to alter

then busses back to tiong

waited for mom

we both went for dinner at qi ji

a nasi lemak

then chat chat

then she went school

i went home

fb-ed for a long time

uploaded photo's

then off-ed laptop and went to clean the house

wash-ed the dishes

ate cherry while doing science

then mom came back

then now in bed blogging:]

youtubeing

listening to miley cyrus songs

I LOVE HER SONGS!!!

MY BANGS IS BACK

2010-05-31T06:45:00.001-07:00

today woke up at 10

ate rice and chicken cury for breakfast as i was too lazy to make bread or fry an egg for breakfast..

then bathe

did hair

MY BANGS IS SOO TOTALLY BACK

met pavi at tiong first

then zra came

bought food

went zara under blk

eat do present

went zra home

pavi tried clothes

her two bro at home soo it was a lil "aheM"

then we left

i mean i left

they slacked at tiong i guess

came home

cleaned

watch tv

mom came

tv-ed

tution teacher came

math-ed a while

then he left

ate dinner

now com-ing

doneded

buaibuai

terribly tired

2010-05-28T04:52:00.000-07:00

today woke up at bloody 10

went to tekka

went haniffa's first spent like 1h there??

tried 2 clothes damn nice but quality sucks

but mum managed to fork a new one up

then went to eat

then went to apollo chellappa

not much there

soo went market

there got alot

we made 3 rounds of the entire market going up and down almost every single dress

i jus dint like any la

haha

me mum wus soooo shocked

cus i always not that picky

but this i also dunno why sia

then went some other shops

then went to a sho buy drink and tapao curry home

then mrt-ed home

came home rest

aunt,uncle and cousin came over

uncle watch tv

mum and shafiqa arguing on watta wear to the wedding

me and my aunt planning bout the party

yuppppp.....my plans wmme dad cancelled bcus of damned tekka

took extroodinarily long time to shop

haixx.....now blogging,youtubing,photobucketing,fb-ing

hahax

bored to e core!!!

haiz.......................

Drama is the best cca:]

2010-05-27T04:48:00.000-07:00

today:]

angela and nicloe came my house

me and angela do dance

then i left home to meet pavi and zara

went sch

collect report book

go queensway

eat

go find price for shirt

effin 28 bucks!!!

then weent bustop

take 33 went sch

went drama

practice.practice.practice

then left at 6

walked w deana to bustop she also take 33

soo yup

then went 7-11

buy gulp

went home

ate dinner

using com

on msn,fb,youtube,blogger

except drama nothing was dat much

pavi and zara kept talking bout the tiong park frens

soo i had not much of a say

but we still talked la

bout our plans...

today was a normal day

2010-05-26T06:20:00.000-07:00

er....

went to school

sleep for first period

dance 2 period

recess

english slack

next period english teacher take over

we clan classroom and slack

after school

zara said she'll slack wimme

but when darshan and rabiya said they going park she told me she going w em

pangsaed by her again-.-

yippe

jus what i needed for the day

i was soo pissed

she could see it

cus i frekin rolled my eyes

but she was ignorant and asked can ah?

i swear if i didnt practice self control

she would haf gotten a wedgie:]

lucky her

subha and anu understood that i wus being pangsaed by my beloved bestie and they asked to follow em..kind much?went dawson bought food went playground slack

go school

Drama:

got selected as one of the main character

am gifted

then rehersed

pack up

leave

went home

bathe

change

leave house

eat at pennisula

go guitar

affter

go home

now blogging:]

it was the last day of school

pavi went home early

i was shocked

last day and go early

hmmmm....

maybe tired i guess....

anyways.....

there are alot of things in me

too many secrets

i usually tell zap but no anymore

i rather it wit me...

i feel so frustrated

haixx.....

boom!!!

2010-05-25T05:10:00.000-07:00

today wus super awesome fun!!:]did not haf tamil class so first period slept listening to songs
then during dnt we watched some dumb vid then a lil of drag me to hell
then at math 1408
:a damn scray movie
we watched the whole movie from math to pw...we asked our math teacher ms liang to stay and watch w us....damn nice...we screamed as a clas...haha:]fun sia.....:]haixxx.....i wish tmrw will be the same...:]haixx...my auntys party plan is soo far soo good...drama will be three little pigs...dance will be oh!perfect:]:]i am happy now:]gna meet my dad this friday afternoon get my treat...watch movie...yay!!!!:]cant wait....haix...bored le i go now bb

2010-05-24T05:35:00.000-07:00

ME:Eyh during june you free?want to go out..

MA BOIFREN:wif who

ME:WIT YOU LA!!

MA BOIFREN:oh

this is one of the most depressing things in my life....keeping up wif my r.s...pretty hard...i mean if you haf the perfect one dun bother commenting on my previous sentance...well,today was nothing ut pure wastedom...:]

went ta sch...

math....watch up

art....watch old version of alice in wonderland

eng....slack

sci......slack

assembly.....slack

aft sch.........

me pavi went tiong...bought lunch go me house...ate while watching [pithamagan]...we watched you tube learnt a lil dance mostly jus watched mv's only!!!then zara called saying she wanted to meet pavi she came up,met pavi and both left...very like fuck??the point...i dun mind her joning even if she dun wanna dance....i was expecting to slack w pavi till 5...aiya i dun wanna talk bout it but i just wus fucking pissed off...its the same made plans w zara to watch last song she hadta save money ended up nvr go...frustrating isnt it?when u made plans u wait soo long then effingly last min it gets screwed just bcus haixx dun wan write its really bitchy:]oh,and after you guys read this dun bother asking me to take th post out cus i aint gna...i aint havin pms or mood swing i'm jus letting my frustrations out....how long do u expect me to bottle it up...i've had soo many pangsae's and paisae's and pms and i would tell angela these she would jus be stunned...but no matter wat i still luv ya'll...cus one a zap always a zap...but i really needed to let it out cus sometimes i feel that i am not really being treated that equally jus cus i dun haf much freedom...i'm the only child for my mom and she has dreams for me and she dosent want to let go of me jus that soon...haix...and sometimes i dun feel like i can tell u jus anything...cus we tend ti talk behind backs...i'm nt the perfect one...but i did it before and sometime knowingly or unknowingly u guys mock me...and i feel hurt[obviously!!]soo i dun fell that i can say almost anything...and pavi once u become close to shahidah[not wrong]but u hide things from us...u all wil be saying something secretive then when i ask u will say nothing nothing.....i would feel as if the entire 10 years fell in to the drain...and seriously.....it makes me feel that i shouldnt be the only goody that is being loyal to zap and tells EVERYTHING....so nowadays...i cant talk much to u guys cus of ego...i mean u dun want tell why must i...fair enough....yup...pleases me:]....haix...i'm not perfect but i do try my to do everyhting to be loyal...but if u guys arnt i sick of it too....:]i'm done!

ooooooooook

2010-05-23T05:00:00.000-07:00

woke up at 10
ate breakfast while mtv-ed
watched a lil tv
clean room
lunched
bathe
dressed
fetch aishasithika's younger sis
go class
...
class finish
back home
ate dinner
tv-ed
blogging
listening music
blog hopin
chattin
...
sooooooo bored....

back from the camp!

2010-05-21T19:23:00.000-07:00

i came back from camp yesterday at around 12?met tamill teacher talk bout stuffs...then took 33 went back home...keep bag all took money go down buy kway tiao goreng...ate up watch tv.....fb..bathe got ready for badminton class then left home...met om at tiong go 18 chef.planned to eat there but there too crowded soo pack food go home...go home eatt then bathe then my back hurt damn damn pain so mum massage for me then knock off all the way till now...still in bed...phone no batt too lazy to charge...haha....yea...ok camp was seriously a waste cus i did not bring track pants couldnt do most of it....but ponna slack so shiok la...camp fire wus fun even though i embarresed my self i had fun...i seriously bonded w my class damn alot even there was 1 girl that kept on being damn racis acutually just twice...haha...but still...i was just fucked up...its ok cus she's missing such a great friend like mua:)argh kayaking!!!got ruined it freaking rained!!!!wah!!!!!:(but we still did a little la...we had a chance to go one semi-circle-.-...hey better than nothing lo....but camp was seriously fun:)my instructer wus like me...aishah(her name)and her characters soo alike...................kays anyways.......i too lazy wanna go dig for food before going back to sleep again......buai buai dudes and dudettes:)

hehehe

2010-05-18T05:23:00.000-07:00

htrs sec 2 adventure camp tmrw am all packed...hoping to try to get some early sleep...chattin w frens fb-ing...haixxing all around...i feel depresed not in the mood to go screaming and jumping...i almost sent a break up message to thiaga when zara told me htr is th whole of june to make things right...i felt hopeful...{thanks zara}haixx....camp!!tired!!!bad weather!!!argh!!!haixx.its soo good to be back online....i am tryna think of the positives about the camp...a get together...a happy time...fresh air...sports....hmmm....wee.....[did'nt help]:(dad is havin some finacial diff as his office delayed payment or smething he told me to keep my prepaid for a while more cus he tops up evry 22nd....shall try cus i hav about 15bucks more...can last few days.....................saving money....angela wants to buy dance costumes...i hav no money...she only will dance if hav costumes....i guess i haf to depend on drama now...i mean if its a cometetion i understand is its a huge party i understand but mine is like not evn up to dat u want me spend more then 20 bucks i jus dissapoint my aunt....haixx......i hope she can understand my family situation......m not rich.....and even if i borrow still hafta return yea?pls understand babe.......today went kfc w babes then slacked at rooftop...had loads of fun but hadta run off cuss i needed t pee badly:Dsorry guys...it wus fun...laughed me ass out...saw unexpexted guests...overall not bad for a day

I AM SO TOTALLY BACK!!!

2010-05-17T00:37:00.000-07:00

okay!!!i am soo totally back in the internet la peeps...my uncle fixed my laptop and it wus cus of facebook's virus stuff la...nvm lo...i am terrifid to use fb now...but can is can la...yea...anyways today wus a damn f-ed up day cus of my form teacher...well,she called my mum and told her dat this sec 2 adventure camp is compulsary and stuff...lucky my mum is understanding she jus said"jus go for the camp for the sake of going"...i pity her la later teacher call again....haix..and i was pissed wit zara today as something personal and after wards i asked her to come cam pei me she say ok then see how thn ok then see how i was fucking pissed so i left her and did not talk to her alredy but ok wat had many others to go to soo not a problem...:)i miss pavitra alotts....we used to be seeing each another every single day now not so much its always like this...close then drift close then drift...nature...maybe the drifting s when things get better as we will have more to talk bout later....i guess??anyways theres this arty my aunt is hosting and i am helping her set up the performances....doing dance and drama:)oh oh oh!!!PATCHED BACK WIMME DANCE GROUP:):):):):):):):)hehe.............ok...now i hafta take me leave:(tmrw shall blogg more...misses:)

halo!!

2010-02-22T20:55:00.000-08:00

i am using evry single oppurtunity i have to bloggg..soo sweet of me!!better read and tagg...!!!!well actually i am at school right now.at pw...project work.....supposed to be doing project....lols...life's good...blah!i am having soo much if fun right now!schooling is something i hate to do!wasting tyme!but it is quite fun to cme to school to play and slack wimme frens...its wat i am born to do...but still studies are good!!!hehe!!!1i hope evryone is coming to my blog taggs....pwetty pwees..........kaes...gtg now..byebye....PLS TAG

man it feels good to use computer

2010-02-20T21:44:00.000-08:00

i am at aishasithika house right now,and am using her com!!!!mann it feels damn good to be typing and using the mouse!for goodness sake i am relieved!!!!okae!!!latest news i am currently attached so is zap!!!mann dys is hot news...well maebe not to you but to me it is major hot news...am waiting fer aishasithika to faster wear her scarf cus she usually take an hour!and she needs to be in front of the mirror!after dys we going prayers class den i will hafta go drama and practice the same ole scripts over and over again!!!it gets boring but lookind at the director and his gang make me puke laughing(not literally).....mann i feel soo happy to be using computer...aishasithika is a life saver for real!!!i love you soo much aishasithika!!!and pavi has been in camp fer the past few days soo i am missing her terribly!!!misses to you pavitra!!!!kaes gtg...byebye...

stupid stupid viruz!

2010-01-31T18:35:00.000-08:00

trying my fucking best to make my laptop alright..but it just doesnt help...fucking virus!!mann!i am soo angry with my laptop...just bcus of this virus!i mean lyke it wus al fb's faault..now i hafta sen dit to repair and waste my money...my comp gows haywire at tyme and is totally great at tymes.soo i better type faster..did not go school today..lols!sick plus no mood....haiz....just woke up.watching mtv..hiphop..iyaz(shawty's lyka melody in my...)lols....i found out dat th kind of friendship u haf with a certain group can ruin ur rep..zap knows wad i mean..cus we're facing a hard tyme..frens who ae bad influence but nice to us...thier personallity sucks..but nice to us..i personally hate em..officially...haiz....stuckk in kindness and bitchiness....[s]school life can be stressful esp with projects and homeworks...too stressed up....haiz...not wat i enjoy doing..feeling extremely sick....evry tuesday,thursdae haf school til late..haixxxx.....kaes la...no mood to blog...goodbye

2010-01-20T02:33:00.000-08:00

sorry for not writing for 9 bloody days..computer spoilt.still hafn some problems here and there..but its okae...well,school life's great got a closer bonding with my frns.moments of blurness,jealousy,stealings,anger,wierdness,irritatingness..well,i hafta say the start of th year wus not very good..fights with frens sitting beside a guy who gives me hell!!!but hey,lucks change now i'm sitting quite far nd frens get closer aft a while..and now i'm totally satisfied with life exept hafn a lil troublem with sleep..i sleep almost 8 hrs and still end up being tired once i get back home..haixx..too much of math homework and bloody tamil projects..my new class is not bad but missing my old one..gna haf this class camp on febuary..stinking school only lets us haf it fer 2 days 1 night...stinko!i want it fer 3 days 2 nights...better ryte??hiaxx....kaes...scared computer gna crash...my computer a bit hay wire dunno when will shut down...i scared all th words i ryte will be [not saved] soo...goodbye

boo

2010-01-10T03:39:00.001-08:00

first week of school,exhausting!!sleep at 11pm and wake up at 5am.bath,dress,dry hair,comb,breakfast,wear shoes,leave take bus,wait for frens go to school...studystudystudy...go lunch with friends,go home.bath,eat,study,use com,watch tv,go sleep...HAIZ....got used to one week...hope i have a great 2nd week at school...mann,its torture..no tyme to read story books ovedue leh...sian..haiz....nothing to say alrd...th hectic-ness i've been finding for has arrived...but nw sian...shopping for a hoodie..schools get cold expecially when ure sleepy...wierd much?....true much!!!just went library with me mom...den went to haf tea.den strolled back home talking but my curfew and stuff...increased..:)lols...kaes den i gtg...actuallly bored...lols...sooray...bb

awsomestttttt

2010-01-04T05:01:00.000-08:00

todae first day of school..met my frens worth toppsing and turning lasst night.met all of em.got awesomest a lil angry cus we were MIA to her.to a new member anoshri[subha's sis]soo let it be chick clique..today wus boring to th max...th only tyme happy wus aft sch..went tiong wit em when and extra meat hadta stick along[eyes rolling]she came w/ an invitation..mann thick skinned...god!well aparently someone uined th whole lot of fun we were supposed ot haf...but thx to awesomest[KERTHANA]she mad me sudden panic by disturbing me at tymes and ano fer giving strange looks...she thinks we're outa our minds...lols....THX KERTHANA,ANO,PAVI,SUBA,ZARA...nowww....goodbye peepo

2010-01-02T22:42:00.000-08:00

yesterday returned home late aft going movie wimme mom..went to avatar 3d...wus awesome...loved it...trust me...go watch it.its worth all the money u paid for...haiz....nothing to write its damn stupid...too frustrated...evrythings too fast..i wish it will all just slow down...god!!!!kaes nothing much to sae alrd...later.

heyy...

2010-01-01T06:02:00.000-08:00

nothing much hapened in these days...BORING!!i knw mann life sucks...to think sch is actually cumn in two daes tyme i feel like tyme's rushing to meet its boifren...mann...or maebe gurlfren??[lols]went to queensway todae bought bag...black wit white stars[small]...saw helmy..he wus shocked.my hair??my hair...lols...life fucking boring mann....cnt wait to be packed up with events...sch homework,sch pojects,drama scripts,tution homework and stuff...i miss it all...the hectic-ness...haixx....kinda wierd uh?[much]haizz...kaes lorh......planning to go to avathar this sunday uh...yeap...awesomest[kerthana],hawt stuff[subhashini],crazy sweety[pavitra],spongebob women[zara]..missing u guys lotts mann....haixx......gna gif u guys BIG huggs once i see ya'll...kaes....den....LATER..

sian

2009-12-29T05:18:00.000-08:00

lols....woke up cus i hada bad dream...being chased by dys super fact cat..not a normal one like th machine type..instead of legs it had wheels and sharp claws it wus chasing after me...boy...den woke,ate,watched tv...conferences wit zap and went back to tv time watced hsm...den th usuals...[haiz...]den went wn to meet mommy den got sch shoes,ice cream,dinner,tibbits,badminton raquets[2] and went back home...I LOVE YOU MUMMY...[lol]heard dat before?den came back now doing nothing...dats all???????????

my dear,
you refuse to forget hym?
you refuse to offer our help?
you refuse to realise dat he's cheating?
you are just in need....

i cant help it bt to say:its ur wish...

hawt stuff

2009-12-28T07:40:00.000-08:00

woke up at 11...watched tv got ready to got to meet pavi..went to tbc.met her den went to bukit merah mac den we tok bout stuffs...we called up zara and asked her to come she din wanna come.den she got a lil bit angry or wat i dunno soo i just hung up..den we went to bukit merah library...saw th hot guy[u knw th gy we talked bout in one of my last blogs]...he soo checked us out[looked at us][no rong thoughts]...yea..gosh thr wus one part dat he clashed with us at th lift...boy dat wus hawt...lols...kaes...den we clashed with suganthi and sangeevan..lol...den we chatted wif em,nd stuff...fun arh...den went back at 4.30...haiz....

i knw sometimes you gta have a guy in ur ife
but maybe this is just not the right one
in ur life u gta make e decisions
we frens stand by wdvr u decide
but u might wanna choose carefully
cus sometimes u make wrong decisions
and regret
like u did
and we[frens]dun want u to do dat again
he's not for you
he's cheating on you
he's a player
he said later cus he has a girl now
dunt u get it?
i'm being concerned
forget him...

whew!

2009-12-27T07:19:00.000-08:00

today wus tiring....woke at 12+...shafiqa came over as her mom and dad hadta go to christmas party...den we plaed and i entertained her and stuff....yea....not bad uh....lols...den her mom came soo she left lorh...den met fazeena and her mom at tiong den go to bugis...fucking pack larh th bloody mrt........argh??[yea!!]den we went ta bugis street got some stuffs...not bad uh...i thought it would be awkward betwn me and fazeena...well,it wus at first uh...but later okae alrd...soo i bought a white with black polka dot dress and a brown tube spagetthi dress kinda thing...den went to swensens and ate...den were finding our way to e toilet dets wen me and fazeena started talking bout new moon and stuffs den moved on and on...mann bugis juntion toilet suckes to e core's core!!!th flush broke soo it wus flooded with tissue nd since iit couldent flush away th urine of others we hadta go on it...ew??i stuffed my nose in my shirt and went...argh!!!den go home lorh...fazeena wus tryna put th station names in tamil...funni...wif all e tamil acents...haixx...!!kaes...had a great tyme...thx fer e laughs fazeena...lols...yesterday pavi messaged me at 1 am teling me she's sad...so i talked to her made her feel better[i hpe]...u knw aftr dat...i felt soo happy...making her feel happy made me feel happy...like th burden for her went dwn and she's happy and i'm happy fer her and with her...best frens...we click...lols....am soo happy...haix...kaes gtg...bye...

yea babe!!!

2009-12-24T04:37:00.000-08:00

good day fellow readers!!!am hyper,excited,happy!i rebonded my hair!and cut bangs....i look different!!and i like it no no LOVE IT!ARGH!lemme tell u wad hapen today...woke up at 12 went dwn wif mom ta eat den went to salon terry and rebond ma hair...i went thr at about 2?finished at 4 or 5?i think...like??butt luckily nvr cramp!!lols...den enjoy larh!damn happening mann!!!haiz....kaes i posted e new hair pics...hpe u like em...toodles darlinks!

EXTREMELY SORRY

2009-12-23T06:04:00.000-08:00

i'm extremely sorry!!i knw i hafent written in 13 days but i haf my reasons...i wus at my aunts house and super busy lately...or maybe u can say lazy...but...i cnt really think when i'm lazy so my sentances will be a lil not proper...sooo i thought why digust u??soo i just din bother or just did u favour...lols....[:)]haizz....well in theeeeese days i haf been to hougang swimming pool,sentosa,ang mo kia hub,and others....i knw i've been to many more... but cnt recall..lols...today wus th day dat i went to sentosa as mentioned...mann,today dere were loads of hot guys in thr mann...fuck it!dey wre all enjoying bloody much i wish i could join em....playing frisbee and ball...one day i wna go to beach and play beach volleyball and beach soccer[just fer th feel uh]it has diff feels...lols....haiz...ate ice kachang jus now...feel like eating another one now...haiz......listening to song now...damn damn damn bored larh!haiz...i wna badly watch step up 2...i cn watch now in net but they'll be putting nijangal soon...haix.......aft nijangal is some other programs....haiz...maebe tmrw...most probably i'll be rebonding ma hair tmrw....should i try bangs?or just norm fringe?or no fringe?should i cut my hair short?or leave it long?should i have left side parting if i have fringe?or right?...[asking me to shut up?].....[okae]......:)den see ya tmrw....I HPE....lols........bye bye...

sorry

2009-12-10T00:31:00.000-08:00

i knw i promised but my laptop got stuck..so i couldnt manage to.well...lemme tell you bout yesterdae first,....woke up,did stuffs wore a long sleeve shirt and skirt thought it wus too plain soo wore a black shirt on top soo it looks like a double layer and it went well with the skirt...den left home to library...buss-ed to interchange and walked to library on th way saw ms jaya[th best math teacher]den went to e entrance when mansoor called step-ed back from th library and picked up th call...talked to him bout e drama roles den i spotted dis hot guy working at th library[he cant be working dere cus he looks like sec 4 onli,maebe he's dere fer cip or holidae job...he had a stylish side burn,spiked up hair,looked indian,his smile make u wanna fall lols...soo girls who want him he's at bukit merah library]so i told mansoor i'd call later and went in i wanted to go toilet to check dat i look okae cus all the walking made me messy so once i came out,he wusnt dere any more...so i went up to read books read fer 1 hour den my aunt and shafiqa were alrd dere dey were at th first floor so i went dwn to find dem..u knw in bukit merah library der's a way to the floor one toilet i wanted to walk by der but when i walked by dere i saw th guy th most embarrasing part wus dat i gasped so loudly OMG he started to laugh like fuck!so i stoped turned and walked away den i found my aunt and went to dem den dat guy also came dere and smiled[haizz]den i sat at th super small chair with my baby cousin and read some books to her th guy wus working/placing book in shelf just across th table....haizz......[lols]den my aunt came back we went to haf lunch at brinda's we ate chicken briyani[actually me and shafiqa ate]aft we ate my aunt went kfc got a burger i ate a lil of it out of temptation FISH ZINGER...den went back to llibrary...den my aunt wus with me th whole time soo din bother bout e guy le...soooo TODAE...todae i woke up early!!!did stuffs and wore a dress went down to meet angela...bought tickets fer NEW MOON fer th 12.50 show and went to a blk[under] and danced...den bought food and stuff ate and went to theather den watched the show...my rating?100/100...i love it to th core mann!th romance,th saddness[i cried],th emotion...all were damn damn damn nice larh...it wus awesome!all i can say...but just one problem dere wus dis small girl who had a noisy butt...she kept moving and th chair goes"cweek cweek"we started laughing like hell i almost choked on my pretsil stick i hadta cough it out...damn it wus such a fun dae..[thx alot angela]den we went under a blk and dance till we sweat...LOLS...den went back home rested a while den went dwn with my mom at 8 to get dinner i finally tried the grilled chicken teppanyaki burger frem mac...LOLS....nice....lol......kaes lorh den bye...tooodles baby

lalaland

2009-12-08T04:51:00.000-08:00

today woke up quite early..did stuffs ate breakfast and went down to meet angela..chatted bout stuffs and did dance she made a new dance it wus sort of a doll dance whr u give expressions of a doll[dam cute!,it wus fun]den did the fire dance...we exchange roles and did it...okaes...den bought coke and some sour stings and went to the shelter and ate and chatted for a while den dance again...u knw dancing is sooo much fun...[i love dancing]den bought lunch and went back home...ate and cleaned up since tmrw i hafta babysit my baby cousin sooo cleared th house watched tv den me and mum went dwn to tiong ate cake and puffs and drank tea and talked bout relationship problems[BGR] and her expectations nd my expectations fer next yr reslts and my needs...
she promised me by this year[2009]:
new hairdo[last week of december]
new clothes[anytime i feel like shoppin]
bag fer school[weekend
2nd ear piercing[aftr results]'the awesomest part is she will follow me to a safe shop to do it"{and she'll pay}
haiz...i'm in love with my mom...she's not really dat bad...its just dat she dosent wants me to be a rotten teenager who's all like [anjadi]...and fer her i shall not be like one...lols...zara called me swimming todae...but sorry zara...next week okaes??....love her mann...[she wus soo sweet to me yesterdae...[sooo cute]if she wus dere yesterday i would'f pinched her cheek...[I MISS YOU!!]toodles yaw'll post tmrw fer sure.!![<3]

boo!!

2009-12-07T03:40:00.000-08:00

sorrie!fer not writing in...i'm alrd bored wit my life i din want u to suffer with me...lols!kaes todae woke up wished my mom good luck fer her exams den once she left i blast the whole house with mtv!![ahuh!]den i did my stuffs and ate breakfast at 1.34p.m...[nice?]...[yea.....]lols...den watched "wendy wu homecoming warrior"...den wus ironing my clothes fer th date me and zara had to new moon at about 2+...den chatted with angela bout blogs and yesturday...yesturday we met fer dance mann she made a dance fer fire by 2ne1 awesome mann!!damn damn damn awesome!i LOVED it...it wus a cool/bitchy/sweet dance...loved it...yups...den watched a tamil movie at about 3+ den zara called to tell me she's cancelling the date cus she couldnt....lols...i hate this kinda "last minute cancelling"...haiz[she has her reasons]...nvm...thk god fer angela she'll go with me to new moon on thurs...i love her!![in a bestie way]lols...gosh...we promised dat on first day of school we weould go to school together to see our classes....haiz....i hope soooooooo much we go to the same class mann!!!SOO MUCH....and zara too...she a good classmate..it would be fun with her and th bestie's would be close......yeaps.......not much eyh?I KNW!!![damn*]kaes.....den mom came back den we had tea together talking bout her paper's and pens and corection tape[wierd much?]...[one of a kind!!]lols....den now using laptop...its kinda boring alrd...cus nothing much in it....finding old vedio's in youtube and facebook hafn virus soo not using friendster[sick of it!]haf been talking to mansoor lately about the drama for dunno wat reason asked him for a mean person role...[i fit perfectly for it]...lols..................bored........tomorrow will haf something to write i guess.....and my bro has gone overseas hafn recieved his call yet...kaes....hope he had a safe journey and enjoying[yea rite!]lols.....kaes...toodles!

a lovely day with tamil teacher

2009-12-02T04:06:00.000-08:00

woke up at 9.22[amazing?]planned to meet up wit tamil teacher fer lunch treat[zap]soo woke up,did stuffs and left home at about 10.20[wus suposed to meet zara at 10.30]soo slowly walk-ed to tiong...zara wus late and i wus extremely bored soo i walk-ed aimlessly toward zara house...she told me to wait near a supermarket near her house soo found a plaegroung and settled in...wait-ed while listening to songs...justin bieber-one time...singing along den once finish...listening song mood gone soo fone-ed zara to check out where she wus...den walked to find her...den FOUND HER...[duh!]den we walk-ed to tiong while chatting bout randoms like"how old is your cousin"...[wierd?]...[ya think!!]den we reached tiong...went to toilet fer hair check den walked out and admired some clothes...fone-ed pavi to find where she wus she wus suposed to be on her way to queensway on her own...it ringed...[summary of convers.]

pavi:"yawn"heelo

me:er....whr u??

pavi:"streching sound"home

me:WTH??it 11.15!!!we are supposed to meet tamil teacher at 11.30!!!

pavi:fuck.fuck.fuck!!!its 11.15??i dint knw!!!

me:haiz.....

pavi:i'll rush kae?BYE!

.....CAN U BELIEVE DAT BABE??

haiz....zara wus dissapointed already soo i tried to convince her a lil...we got on the bus and goof-ed a lil...lol...HI-LA-RI-OUS!...den we landed in queensway...walk-ed to ikea...found the restaurant and bought drinks and cam-whored...den tamil teacher came and pavitra also came...we ordered food and settled...den toast for tamil teacher...den dig-ed in...den we had talks wit her like a fren fren kinda...told her all our mischiefs and laughed about it...haiz....den we shoped in ikea cus tamil teacher wanted candles soo we went tto o get em...den tamil teacher got us ice-creams zara passed it...full i guess...walked tamil teacher to the bustop and entered anchor point den tried shades and cam-whored in the toilet[AWESOMEST!!!]lawls...den we walked about...den went to queensway cus zara wanted to get her bro a b'day present[JUS LOOKING]...we bought friendship strings to tie in our leg and not to take em out until all take's out TOGETHER for a reason...den we jinx-ed all the way to 7-ple jinx...until i fucking laughed soo pavi won!!!it wus bizarre!!!LOL!!den zara took 51 den left me and pavi[pavi going tiong wimme but she to meet suren]so 33 came...buss-ed while bussing talked about world crisis or how its crisis...[wierd??]....[tell me about it]....den we reached tion...since it rained and pavi wus supposed to meet suren at mrt station entrance we sat on the floor there...MAKING A FOOL OUTA OUR SELF!!!WEEEE!!!!lols....we were like "kanukkul tick tick tick tick"wtf??chaotic!!!mann!!!soo much of jun till max....den i had ta leave cus late alrd larh...so went back home and drowning in boredom!!!haiz...hope u liked e pics??....kaes....LATER..TOODLES...

movie day!!!

2009-12-01T06:02:00.000-08:00

woke up,did stuffs...mom went tbc to the clinic i went to check tiong cd shop...ponna larh $20 for a membership!!haiz...bought mac and went back home...den at 11.45 left home...damn the mf bus not cuming!!den finally it came!pundae!i wus staring at the bus driver..he smiled at me!!!i wus angry he wus happy??haiz...pathetic?[tell me about it]den finally arrived at tbc saw my bro near blk 1...waved to him chatted and ran in the rain to pavi's bird's nest...strip-ed into shorts and bus-ed to heights...saw this awesomest shop[cd-rental]got cd went to shop bought crakers and drinks[soft drinks]den went 7-11 got dis cut indian guy as the cashier den pavi took a cracker and gave it to him he said"$1.90"we only had $1.40...we panic!he tamilian and cute:CLICK:i wus like"ponnae!i haf 50cent vaenuma?"pavi"taala!"me"kadavulae,pundae larh nee"pavi"pola pundae"....damn funny...soo now no bus money...so walk-ed back home lorh!!we were carrying bags soo a bit difficult larh!we were talking crap shit and we jinx all e way to four-ple jix!POWER??!!den at pavi's home...shifted all furniture,laid our butts,burst a chips packet open!!and baby it time!!!!power!!!we started th movie...it wus nice esp when u are watching it wit a bestie by ur side...we re-played the KISSING SCENE cus it wus too hot to watch it once!!!den again re-played bella FALLING down...AND LAUGHED LIKE SHIT!!!gosh...ka-da-vu-lae!!!!ponna funny to the max teriumaa??den movie ended...went back home............boo...lol's............TOODLES

where are you

2009-11-30T06:56:00.000-08:00

life's a tragedy...

fantasy dosent exist
miracles never hapen
dreams dunt come true
reality cant get worse...

take this knife and stab me in my back
cus i can garuntee you
it would hurt less
den to see you with her...

not all scars show
not all wounds heal
sometimes,you cant see the pain someone feels...

when i saw you with her
something was forever lost

love is just an excuse to get hurt..........

AWESOMEST!!

2009-11-28T05:04:00.000-08:00

woke at 6.30[late!!!]wus supossed to meet god bro at 7am soo i rushed through my stuffs and took a packet of green tea from my fridge and left home.buss-ed to TBC..got off bought vanilla bun fer hym and ran to meet hym...den went to hilpark[aweful place]it wus wet,stuffy,ful of flies and things dat were flyings and ants,spiders and bugs and bleah!!!den we left to safra and goof-ed!!den i wus on my wae to buy basket when i checked my fone and found miss-ed callS and messages frem pavi...called her,she asked me to come now...haizz...sooo i ran all the wae to her house den met her...den we went to buy basket together...den brought breakfast den buss-ed to school den did stuffs for teacher[DAMN FUCKD UP BORING!]din really do much larh!!den it wus mrs muthu's turn at about 2...we were alrd suuper tired soo we were wanting to go back home mann and there wus no body else coming like no parents mostly no tamil parents!!she said"u nvr knw,last minute dey might come"like WTF??and she gave us 20MINUTES TO GO BUY FOOD AT DAWSON PLACE!!we heck care!went to blk 81 to find pavi and suren and slackked...at first we just plaes dare and it started raining den we GOT WET!!fun fun fun!!!suuuper de duuuper fun...we slide in wet puddles and jumped,skipped,ran in the ran forced suren to join us...muahaha!den den shook trees soo the water falls downs...fun!!!den went back to school...mrs muthu screamed at us...like i care!den made a fuss...we heck care and pack up den left!!den walked to redhil evry one seperated home i bussd to tiong wif kerthana...bought food and chiao!den now at home....dats it babe...and dudes.....bb

selamat hari raya haj

2009-11-27T05:03:00.000-08:00

woke up at 8am[WUS FORCED TO]!!!den went to bathe den wore some new shirt and a shorts den waited for mom to return aft buying breakfast from mac...sausage mac muffin!!den mom made briyani and chicken curry while i wus watching ADHAVAN!!![surya's hot.cute.sexy.naughty.superhot.stylish.evrything u're not!]lol's...den ate....den tv-ed all th wae......den aunt and a=family came to my house.........den left 9+....haizzz.........tired larh!!!tmrw hafta wake up at 6...meeting god-bro before he vanishes to the terror...haixx.......den gna ppick up pavi i guess....WAIT!why am i telling e plans fer tmrw???u shall wait and read...until then....toodles!

SORRY!!!

2009-11-26T05:25:00.000-08:00

am totally totally totally sorry for not blogging for like 1 week...i ws just damn busy!okae...lemme refresh u...

19th:super fun day wif pavitra
20th:went to school for some helping den to hillock to slack den to badminton class
21st:planed to meet my god-bro but dint turn up soo in prayers class i just STARED at him
22nd:prayers class den went to rafi mama's gurlfren house wif family to talk about marrige
23rd:went to great world city to watch A CHRISTMAS CAROL wif pavitra and zara[3d]den went to my aunts house for stay over
24th:went to the zoo with aunt and her daughter
25th:all the way at home until evening aunt had to attend dis charity orientation mom took care of me and baby cousin
26th:went to tekka.got adhavan cd.argh!super crowded mann tekka..!hate itCAME BACK!!!

the most fun day!

2009-11-19T03:02:00.000-08:00

today,rushed through stuffs and got dressed and got down at 10...went to tbc,met pavitra...she had her new hair cut[cute]it looks like bangs so its[super cute!!!]lols...den we bought breakfast and ate up[buns and puffs]den walk-ed to bukit merah interchange den planned to bus to bugis but the busses on the board were not in the bukit merah interchange soo we buss-ed to tiong and took 851 to bugis we walk-ed around in one shoppin center[forgot th name]the toilets dere were cool mann!!!like wtf??we CAMWHORE-D[in the toilets]den we went to bugis junction to shop[window shop]saw dis awesome store dat like make ur own ring,braclet,handphone keychain and ur own keychain it wus quite worthy but i thought of coming another time....den we [beside bugis village]to haf lunch in LJS we went in,stood in th line,waited till our turn...when it wus finally mine the [order taker]shooted words like paint ball machine...i[blink blink,scratch scratch]"huh?"dat [order taker]rolled his eyes and repeated slowly...gosh[bad attitude!]lols...while we were eating one guy[makka]order-ed and waited fer his food...i told pavi"hey,check him out,his makkal"she said "which makkal wears singlet and army quater pants?"[u should haf heard the way she wus speaking...damnn damn damn funny]mann!we ate fer almost 1hour den we went back to the shopiin center[da one dat i forgot the name]went toilet den on our way out dere wus dis makkal behind us soo "click"we started talking in tamil soo he knw we ar tamilians[its suuper good dat we click just like dat,i mean we were like"click"]haizz....den we went to bugis village...walk around found a shop[pavi alwaes buys her slogan shirts from]awesome shop mann!!]the best slogan wus"i never said i was better than you,your boyfriend was the one who said it"...me and pavi were like...niceeee...........lol!!!den we buss-ed to tiong in 33 gosh...inn the bus two chinese bois kept looking when we wanted to snap pics ya noe!irritating basturds!!kadavulae!den we took vedio of pavitra touching a ladies hair in fronta her...damn damn fun we were bizzare!!!mann!haiz......den we went to tom and stephani's at tiong and play dis game of[i take a stuff frem the shop nd pavi tries to imagine it as something else in a creative way]the best part she gave me a barbie doll and i said"a man's vibrator"pavi[wide eye-ed]"dat wus damn good"LOL?yea!!!den we went onukku den camwhored[in the cubical]den we wanted to take a pic of th bra shop and post it as our favorite shop in tiong but it turned out blurr!![i knw u love to see it but soooory]den we went to buy mac coke aft pavi' donut frem donut factory...we saw anushun,viky and on other guy!!![damn boob-ed up mann]wth??we freaked den we hid ourselfs den anusun wus like[huh?]den dey were in a phone shop and we walked pass and pavi shouted"anushun"den we walk-ed away...haiz....den we went home leh...it wus [freakinfreakinfreakin]fun!!!haix....hope u enjoyed e pics??[??]and to pavitra"thx for the most wonderful day of my life!mann,dat wus exxageration[lols]it wus a very fun day...it has been long sice i've had one...thx...we should hang out mor often...LOVE UR HAIR BABE!!dun forget sai baba!the holy one who gave us laughter!!LOL!!!

boring!!!

2009-11-18T07:02:00.000-08:00

woke up,did stuffs,tv-ed,com-ed......found my brother,msn-ed wif him...done!!!weet...tmrw going out wif zap...weet~finish bye...dis is my shortes post i knw nut extremely sorry

DRAMA!!!

2009-11-17T07:02:00.004-08:00

woke at 10 plus immediatly in internet.den aft a while got hungry went to kitchen to grab some food den tv-ed a while den went to bathe and got dressed for school.walked to school waited for kerthana at dawson's bustop.den met her and we went to school.aft reaching class ms khoo asked me mandy and hui xin to help wif th drama open house next year...soooo,i kinda helped lorhh...den dissmissed at 5 only...can u imagine 2 to 5...wth?den later me ying jie and kerthana buss-ed to tiong den dey went mac i guess i went to old chang kee den met my mom under blk shop buy things den go back together.came home go bathe den use com all th way...my blogg getting dead alrd...dis pavitra arh...ask her to tagg me she dun want to tagg...haiz...nevermind lorh...she dun wan den dun wan...also wont die wan rite...haiz.......finally got in contact wif me bro in fb.he will call me tmrw!yippee!!god!cnt wait mann!haiz....life's getting emo...thx to the weather...enjoying emo-ness alot...haiz...getting pissed at the slightest mishap...something wrong with me?gosh........kaes den bb....pls tagg

something special....

2009-11-16T04:56:00.000-08:00

todae,i am gna do something special..well,post something special..its a poem pavitra wrote fer me on my b'dae....and it really means alot to mean to show u guys dat she's an awesome best fren..and pavitra,i want you to knw even if i din't shed a tear reading dis it means alot alot alot to me...i will alwaes treasure it alot...cus all ur love and friendship is being poured into it...i hope to treasure u and our friendship till the very end...thx fer th awsomest b'dae....thx fer this poem pavitra...

you and i

its been 10 years since we first said hi !

10 years since we first played together

at the very first time,i never had a doubt

i knew damn wee,we'd be best friends forever.

we did crazy things with each other

we smiled,laughed & shared our very first drink

we even went close to hating one another

but we came out of it with a stroger feeling

we had seen each other as innocent as ever

we had seen each other at our worst

we had seen each other shed a tear

but through it all we stood with all our love

my dear fren,you'll be the ne i call sista!

you'll be the sista i never have

but you make me happy and you make me smile

i cant seem to vision my life

if we never had met

I LOVE YOU

same old story...

2009-11-15T02:41:00.000-08:00

well,todae woke up early...[ACTUALLY WUS FORCED TO WAKE UP]did stuffs and went to tiong had mac breakfast wif mom obviously wen she brings me to haf breakfast in mac deres a catch and i had to go to supermarket wif her and carry loads....gosh!!haixx....den went back home and tv-ed fer a while and den got dress-ed and left home...buss-ed to aishasithika house picked em up to prayers class and kinda boring till as usual the second part well today ws th ustad's turn to conduct lesson sumthing like cleanliness for prayers...a lil off th hook also...pavi's fave eyh??SE!!!lawls...ooookaes......den again ameen's forcing smile made me laugh alot!!!mann my fren asked me"eyh,aisha are you okae?"dat also made me laugh lol manns...gosh...den later buss-ed back home lorhh den now at home super de duper bored....mom not happy wimme...cus wad nonsence larh!heck care her arh...well...tmrw i'm gna rot up at home!!!YAY!!!lols...gosh...i hope i do something facinating to write about.....lol?[think i am going crazy cus of boredom!!!kaes larh den i better get going...kk??bb!!

life gets boring day by day.......................

2009-11-14T04:08:00.001-08:00

today woke up at 10.30 and instantly got tuned to tv to a movie den went to do stuffs den got dressed and went to prayers class.....BORING!actually only the first part...denn during d extra tajweed class it wus like suuper fun lorh!ameen sis took th class...den ameen wus like a JOKER lorhh...wth sial...idk how does his classmates study wif him....hmm...he tried to smile but i wanted to shout"dun force urself to smile!"lol,but i just gave him my show off teeth face...den he copied th expression...lol...cute...seriously mann,boys cant smile...maebe onli girls are dat gifted...too smile and look good...yea babe...den got disturbed by mansoor quite hillarious arh...den buss-ed back home...actually got dwn 3 stops b4 tiong cs buss wus freking crowded and i felt extremely uncomfortable soo i walk-ed to tiong barhu to get my dinner cus my mm dint cook...den walk-ed back home...ate and watched some show...den now blogging...see,no matter how boring th dae is for me i find something facinating to tell u...anrt i grreat??lol...kaes lorh den...dats it leh.......bb........

sucks

2009-11-13T06:18:00.000-08:00

woke up at 10...went online straight den chatted wif pavitra den went to do stuffs den ate breakfast,talk to pavitra on the fone and watched tv all th way till 5...den ironed clothes and left house for badminton class...it wus raining...felt a lil emo cus of th weather loved it...soo instead of bus-ing i walked...wore my 1f class tee,red track pants,white jacket on top and carried my perlini umbrella and scooted off...walked to tiong side but wanted to avoid crowds soo i u-turned to th basket ball court den i wanted to walk by th bustop but i saw fairuz dere soo i u-turned agian to th over head bridge and took dat way den i waled fer 20mins...slowly enjoying and thinking bout stuffs as i wus strolling...den as i reached class noticed new students and as th elders in th class i kinda helped em out...[th couch ASKED me to]den my mom came todae...[unexpected]maebe her work finished late or something...she paid school fees and we buss-ed to tiong dinner-ed in LJS den walked back home...had a very nice hot shower and watched tv and now blogging...haiz....trainig wus quite tough expecially aft not plaeing fer quite long....soo muscle's are aching alot.....haizz...................well dats it fer todae...at least it keeps my blogg awakey...lol...bb

zzzz....

2009-11-12T02:50:00.000-08:00

woke up at 10,did stuffs...ate breakfast...got dressed and dad picked me up den went tiong got movie tickets for 2012 den went to eat...planned to eat in te tarik but later when i saw aslam working in dere i talked my dad into fast food!!god he gave me th f*** face like....wtf!!!den aft eating went to hunt for fones den went to watch th movie...saw th new moon trailer...like wtf!it wus awesome like [no words]den watched th moovie well i can gif it good rates...it wus a very nice moovie...den went to a near by coffee shop to haf drinks den went home...had a hot bath and watchd tv den blogged den my laptop suddenly restart soo all th thing wus not saved so now RE-BLOGING!!!well,dats all peeps...tune in tmrw to knw wad i did...LOL...

yay me!!

2009-11-11T04:37:00.000-08:00

okae...woke up,did stuffs,went down to th plaeground to meet angela den from dere walked all th wae to tiong...slacked at th court under blk 116 den boring leh so go to library den go in th toilet snapped pics...den 1 aunty came in den ruin out mood den we went to pizza hut...wtf mann...we had mostly coins so we went to the counter we hadthe exact money for our order but the damn pizza hut had to charge GST $2.02...we were totally out of cash we were short of $0.30!!!like wtf?den i went digging in my bag and found $0.10...i freaked...but i think th man got sympathy and lef it away....soooooo we just acted like 2 angels....we had 2 box of pizza,2 cans of pepsi and 6 pieces of honey chicken wing.....tasty?I KNOW FOR 2 SMALL GIRLS ITS TOO MUCH...but th best part we manage to finish MOST of it...goood???the pizza is damn nice lor!!!enjoyed it,you know th cheese rocks!!but th chicken sucked soo we din eat it lorh...waste money!!!!but...NVM...den we walked back to the court den we made a new dance for th song "he said she said"by ashely tisdale...WE LOVE IT...we were dancing dancing and we made it...not completed but it nice....and den we walked home on the way we camwhored like mad mann!!like MAD!lol!i guess u saw...but in th end i know i really had loads and loads of fun...thx fer th great day angela!!she bussed back home i guess...den came home did stuffs and watched tv all th wae till now...den...blogging...gna plae games and check fb den maebe go back to watching tv...tmrw gna meet my dad...well...yup...planning to catch a movie wif him and lunch i guess...my dad owes me a new hp...by th end of th yea...if i cross my fingers and hope soo much...maebe tmrw!!!my dad's pretty unpredictable...soo......[fingers crossed]......lols....gna end......miss you.....lol!....KAES REALLY GNA END..........bye....bye.......BYE!

blah!!

2009-11-10T03:25:00.000-08:00

did nothing at all todae.....woke up,usuals,ate at 12pm[breakfast]mum came home for lunch at[12.30]soo yea lorh eat until damn damn damn full....soo yea........erm...........den cleared up th house den used com. chat-ed,plae-ed....blah blah bleah...well,yesterdae angela nvr wish me cus she is gna wish tmrw....tmrw i am gna meet her..at bukit merah i guess...gna haf our treaty treat....yummy..cant wait leh!!!nothing else......blurp...blorp....blerp....shold i stop?....you tthink??!!lols....kk..bb

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

2009-11-09T05:45:00.000-08:00

YIPEE!!!couldnt haf spent my b'day any better...except worries dat my bestie nvr wish me....[:(]...well maebe she wus busy or sum thing...haizz....well,todae went to cb place to meet pavi and zara...dey surprised me by singing b'day song and got me a cake[:)]den made wish,fed each and other got me presents!!!a b'day card wif love and friendship...its th best present any one could ever gif...in th card pavitra make a poem about our 10 yrs of friendship and zara made quotes and deco's and dey took time and effort to do all those work 5 hours babe!!!well,den we slackked den go mac eat breakfast...went to my house camwhore a bit...well actually dey came my house cus i forgot to bring ez-link card...![lol]den we left of to hillock...swing swing swing like mad!met primary sch frens and unwanted f***ers...den went away frem hillock dwm to th plaegrounds...camwhored abit...slackked a bit...wanted to be hyper soo drank up red bulls...but din work soo [boo]!den went to my house th roof top garden den plae-ed in th rain like mad shit like dat!den went my house to dry up...den slacked...den th unwanted f***ers called den we bicth fight den pavi and zara left liao...den i changed and went to tiong to meet my mom den bussed to plaza singapura den go swensens eat chicken curry baked rice and fish and chips[yummy]!den for ice creammy mom eat vanilla i eat chocolate[yummmmm]!!!!lol...den shopping lorh!!den mrt-ed back home:city hall-outram-tiong-home...den take a nice hot bath den blogging !!lol...de end!!!HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO ME BY ME!!!!

yipee!!!

2009-11-08T07:01:00.000-08:00

todae had b'day celebrations...actually had fun woke up in e morning,did norm stuffs,ate breakfast slackked,watched tv den dress up bussed to haborfront den frem dere mrt-ed to houngang bought cake at hougang mall den went to ma aunt house cut cake open presents plae-ed ate dinner watch tv,talked....ect...taxi-ed back home!!yays...am soo happy and excited for tmrw!!!tmrw IS MY B'DAY!!!!!!whooo!!gna celebrate it wif pavi and zara!!well actually i just hope i haf fun and not misery...cus its MY b'day...yipee!!cnt wait...well my present wus $100,a black laced glass fish pendant,a expensive shirt....cnt wait to see wad pavi nd zara givs......!!!!yay!!!!haixx......kaes den...bb

----DONE----

2009-11-07T05:02:00.000-08:00

MY CHICKEN POX DAYS ARE OVER BABE!!!well well well....totally recovered!am fine fit free!babe i am perfecto!lols.....well today wus supossed to got o prayers class but...i begged my mom to let me skip it is week..sooooo she made me go to[opp. vivo hawker centre]to eat...yupps soo bussed to harbourfront interchange and ate den went window shopping in vivo den bussed back home...well a slight misunderstandment my b'day is not on sunday but monday...since i cant celebrate it on monday wimme family cus dey haf work and stuff dey celebrate it tmrw...well,gna go my aunt house haf cake's pressents and on monday gna celebrate ma b'day wit pavitra and zaheera..yup yup yup!well mostly hpe its fun....well,the most unexpected person bought me a present for my b'day...well mostly i am struckk!!like wtf!lols.....well,bored to death now...actually not really,my aunt reminded me to blog cus aat times I FORGET bout me baby...lol.....well at least i do!gosh....dunno wattu wear tmrw...norm jeans and shirt or dress....god!dressing up can be quite tough at times expecially when u haf really impt occasions...dats all...mucksy muacks!

day 8 of chicken pox

2009-11-05T19:47:00.000-08:00

well,today nothing much got another $10 from my mom for clearing the study and well i'm done!i haf exactly $150 to spend dis holiday....hope its enough....well am planning for movies,shopping and swimming...dats d main stuffs for th holidays...yup......yea..!am not happy wif boredom!!!wth!am suffocating here mann...l8r my mom asked me to cum tiong for a walk aft her work...at about 530 i guess...sian......wwell,i feel for a hot fudge or maybe a yogart...haixx...well i am getting sick and tired of food!i kne u would never expect ME to say dat but actually it's true!i'm sick of food.!but yesterday i kinda got gastric for not eating soooo yesterday when my mom came back home for teatime she made me eat 3 packets of butter biscuits and drink 1 big mug of hot milo...!god!its wus bloating mann!i couldnt walk at all...i used to be much better den dat..!i can do better u no!lol![[lol]]yups...dats it...aunts choosing courses for me to take during hols...well [[duh]]!!mom told aunt to take BALLET for me...i screamed at th thought of it...maybe it wnt really be dat bad...except dat i would be dancing w/ wearing a bra and panti which CAN be awkward....DUNT IMAGINE![[lol]]gosh....wrote alot today...heyy!!be happy i'm updating evry single day about evry single thing and thought ya knw...well actuall i dun haf anything to do...dats why.![[lol]]...gosh...kaes peepo's gotta haf lunch b4 mom calls or she make a fuss bout me hafn gastric and blah blah bleah!![[muacks]]

day seven of chicken pox

2009-11-04T21:50:00.000-08:00

kaes...very very very good news!my chicken pox are going!i'm recovering!its all dried up like wounds and my mom said after dis weekend i can go out!!!my b'day's falling on sunday soo maybe i will be going to my aunt's house or dey will be cumn over lor...but i want to go to my aunt for celebrations....I WANNA GO OUTA DIS DAMN HOUSE!!!my mom keeps stocking up th house wif goodies and she dosent know hich are my fave soo i hafta eat things i dun really like but,ITS FOOD!so i dun mind acually...staying at home not sick is an advantage...especially for $$...yesterday i cleared up my kitchen and washed up th kitchen she paid me 10 today i'll hafta clean up my study and keeps my finger crossed for a big sum...the more $$ i get th more clothes i can buy!!![thumbs up]lols!well soooooooooooonow am clearing up took a green tea fer break wif pocky sticks[LOL]god!dtas it den peeps....blog l8r........bb.

2009-11-03T23:35:00.001-08:00

missing my FRENS!!!!

day 6 of chicken pox

2009-11-03T21:11:00.000-08:00

ahem!!okay...once ur chicken pox dries up,pls add calamile lotion to make ur chicken pox go and for fresh skin to cum!!!!lols...........kays.......dun eat too much fried food...it makes ur mouth pain especially wif chicken pox in em....its PIAN....okay.....................back to life....

okay,movie date wif abi wen NEW MOON releases....i guess.....finished the book!!!damn nice...last part cried...such a misery mann..................god................................................ohkaes......wat i di today.....woke up did normal stuffs,surfed th net,chatted wif frens...talked on th fone wif pavi and suren(conference).ate maggi drank milo blah blah bleah!oh den chat wif pavi....boy,cnt imagine life with out frens.......

day 5 of chicken pox

2009-11-02T19:27:00.000-08:00

aw mann....am supposed to haf a fun filled drama practice l8r but am stuck in side this house...at leeast its drying up..i dun feel itch anymore...god!!i found my true friends..friends dat stand up for me when sum stranger cum's and irritates me unlike th ones dat get angry wit me for small stuffs like my dance group bois dey really need to grow up...niwaes...thx abi and pavi...♥lols...and hoping my first outing to be wif angela nex week aft my b'day to plaza or bm...pizza...den my nex outing is wif zap olso fer my b'day...lagging in money....hafta work fer it...my uncle ows me 20 and i can work fer more......argh god...hatin it...

4th day of chicken pox

2009-11-02T01:50:00.000-08:00

read half th book finish...nice..its takes up most of my tyme..sooo....yup i'm getting better...just 4 days and it starts drying up...dere's NOT MANY ON MY FACE JUST 2....my aunt says once it dries up it's gna be over...thx gos for a really really fast recovery....being able to excercise better able to jog usual rate.yupps...i FEEL recovery...all i want now is to go shopping!!!!!all i can think of is to get out of this 4 walls..............................................

day 3 of chickenn pox

2009-11-01T04:48:00.003-08:00

siansiansiansiansiansiansiansiansiansiansiansiansiansiansiansian!!!!!!!f***ing sian!not bad today...not dat bad...my dad bought me dis book and passed it to me and its AMAZING!!!IT GOES LIKE DIS....when abbey's best friend kristen,vanishes near the cemetry evryone assumes she's dead.except abbey...stuggling to cum to terms with kristen's dissapearance and desperately seeking some answers.abbey finds herself drawn more and more into (drop dead gorgeous)caspian,who keeps re-appearing in he life.but caspian has secrets of his own,and abbey uncovers th frightening truth anout him.she starts to question not only their emerging love but also her own sanity...HOW???AWSOME OR AMAZING???get it...it beyond babe...kays..........haixx.

day 2 of chicken pox

2009-10-30T20:35:00.000-07:00

okay......CHANGE OF MENU!!!
nvr eat chicken!god's sake!!should haf listened to clement...but i wus in such craving for chicken!!!god!but only aft a few mins of eating it i started itching...god!i wus jumping around my house like mad ass..f***!
and........the chicken pox on ur head....POWER!u will automaticly shift ur hand up...damn itch...but u cant...if u do...halae-luyaa!its gna be freaking pain to th max...
......................................stay tuned for another episode of aishah's cp tips..............................................
yesterday night i watched 13 ghosts on axn....damn nice...horror na adhu than larh best!power to the max!i scream ponna shiock!!god...!haiz....its about dis wicked man traps 12 ghosts at a house kinda machine den plans to trap his nephew and family to make them as th thirteenth ghost and to sacrifice dem to be th most powerful man...the way the family goes exploring the house and get attacked by the ghost...ponna to th max!and best!its a 2h movie and when i watched it.i thought it wus like fast...i scream and scream...nice is the word man!

chicken pox

2009-10-30T01:28:00.000-07:00

sians...suuper sians...at home..justook medcine...dunno wattudo..cnt go out hafn chickn pox..you know as frens you should help each and other to take care of ur selfs...maybe to _ my friendship may not be true but helping wouldnt hurt...seriously...th least _ could do wus to gimme sum tips for th f*** up chicken pox...but nope...only aft _ told _ ,_ did...wat a good human...i applaud for you...niwaes i dunt want ani1 to haf such situations esp. my adores so lemme help in case of now or future..

SYMPTOMS

fever
heavy head
slight itchiness
painful pimply thingy(try not to poke or squeeze it)
pain when u are swollowing

THINGS TO DO

consult a doctor
get medcines
eat watever u crave for(follow wat ur heart says=faster recovery)
sleep well
be hygenic(if u are not one...jus during th days BE)
nvr touch any of those chicken pox(scars can be permenant=ugly body)
it may be attention seeking cus it bubbly like a baloon and cute but it EVIL
wear loose clothes to avoid ur clothes from pricking or squashing th chicken pox
if u are afraid to bathe,scared th water will burst th chicken pox....,sponge..
AND WHEN U GO TO THE DOTORS NVR READ ANY PHAMPLET UR MOM GIVES ABOUT CHICKEN POX....................................its worst den hafing chicken pox!

hafa great day...pls recommend dis to ur adores to keep dem aware....♥

♥

2009-10-29T23:32:00.000-07:00

When he liked me
i did'nt like him
♥
When i liked him
he loved me
♥
When i loved him
he was with her
♥

2009-10-29T22:42:00.000-07:00

hafn high fever and havy head..wus last day of sch..had a fun time...only dat i wus a lil tired and hot...haixx..and yups talked to angela and kinda patched back wif her..yay!i am soo happy!made holiday plans wit her..nd went for th maths interview den i went to class fetched angela and left sch at 2 and we went to tiong and bought soya bean milk den went pasar malam and bought steamed cakes.aft we reached home,angela made mil and drank den we watched mtv or axn i forgot den ate up den went and she helped me up wimme blog.den i started to feel worst...i showed her a big pimple on my tumy and she went"OH MY MF!I CAN CONFIRM U A THOUSAND % DAT,DAT IS CHICKEN POX"...at about 5.15+ she left den my mom came back at 5.30 we went to th clinic and th doc confirmed dat it is chicken pox!isnt it great?my b'day is cumn up and i hafta spend 2 entire weeks rotting up at home!great?lols.....haixx...

2009-10-28T00:10:00.000-07:00

i miss you my dear bestie...

east coast beach cleaning

2009-10-27T23:54:00.000-07:00

today we went east coast to clean it...damn damn damn sian...den go back do reflection and went back lo...i cant believe it...maybe i just cant fit in zap...i mean i'm not even like important...i dun wanna be like important...but dey dun give a f****** damn bout me...which hurts...i miss angela...really!i miss her...i'm just givin her sum time to think about th bitches hu ttold shit about me to her.i know she will be my bestie again...and as for zap...lemme jus hang on and see if dey really treat me as a member...if dey dunt den maybe i back off...cus deres soo many stuff fer dem to do rite now and it's kinda unfair fer me to judge dem too quickly...maybe a week or 2 would be fine..

rugby thingy

2009-10-27T05:27:00.000-07:00

todae evrything wus usual...got a lil late...tried to be as late as possible so dat i dun hafta wait sooooooo long for th rest........todae wus super fun!had dis rugby thingy...me and pavi th same group it wus super bizarre!we were screaming and laughin like mad!fun arh...den we got our marks and stuff....den do sum nonsensical reflction bout how i did and blah blah bleah...den th class wus noisy...apparam ponna lepak outside!den home lorh....en nanbargal ennai turattinaargal...maybe dey din really like me being around...or wanted to talk some stuff dey din wish me to know...haiz...enakku idu eppodum nadakum...paravaa-illai...haiz...i wish dat would change...

2009-10-26T03:46:00.000-07:00

hey

2009-10-26T03:33:00.000-07:00

hey,hi,helo!kaes it th ending of th yr and i jus created my blog cs atleast i haf SOMETHING to do during my hols...i hope i can keep it continuesly...HOPE...well nuthn much bout me...my my sch my life....full of COMPLICATIONS....well yup...not in a really gud situation now...hoping dat giving tie will smoothen things down...